Today is hard

As I sit in my Office and try and concentrate, all I hear is the rain pounding on the window. All I want to do is curl up and sleep. most days are good but some days are just bad. I cant stop crying, Luckily noone can see me. I am lucky that I work for the family buisness and am able to go home when im not feeling up to it. Today is one of those days. I wish I could just cuddle my baby boy and watch him....but I cant!!! That was all taken away from me