Today is day 7...

I woke up this morning and realized I have not been in a casino for 7 days. Whew... My first instinct is to think... Really? 7 days? That's all you got? But heck, I made it 7 days. (Thats probably my addiction talking, trying to convince me I wont make it another 7....) I still find myself waffling..feel fragile one minute and  then like wonder woman the next. I am the greatest fence sitter...have a hard time making decisions..always leaving my will power and decision making skills in my underwear drawer though I know I will need them during the day...leaving my life up to what comes to me easily and without any effort on my part. I would love to find a better job, travel, be adventurous, be a water color artist...all of these things and MORE. I just need to put the time and energy into making these things happen. Spend my energy wisely...Along with my money and my time...Wisdom and logic...That shall be my focus for today. Now if I can just get down off of this fence.....