today I will smile
Yesterday was hard so today I will try a new approach and try see the humor in things. That's how he would be.It's so easy to get caught in the despair and saddens, then it snowballs out of control, In the very end one of the last things he said to me was "I'm broken" He never lost his ability to smile. As I go through the day today, I will really try to live as he would want me to...ha, who am I getting? as I'm writing all this, I'm crying.. I WILL TRY Frank, I promise..
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{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}} are on there way to you. I smiled when I read your entry, because I too say the \"who am I kidding\" line when cheerful is on the agenda, but the agenda was never brought to the meeting.
Blessings to you today and work at just putting seconds together, pretty soon those seconds will add up to minutes and then hours.. Only take on what you can handle right now. Thinking of you, jus me, Becca Z
I too have been having some bad days lately. It seems like the reality is finally hitting and it\'s getting worse instead of better. My counselor told me the body produces a hormone when something so traumatic happens to protect you and usually stays in your body for a couple of months. It\'s been 2 months now so I think it\'s time is up and real life is settling in.