today I will smile

Yesterday was hard so today I will try a new approach and try see the humor in things. That's how he would be.It's so easy to get caught in the despair and saddens, then it snowballs out of control,  In the very end one of the last things he said to me was "I'm broken" He never lost his ability to smile. As I go through the day today, I will really try to live as he would want me to...ha, who am I getting? as I'm writing all this, I'm crying.. I WILL TRY Frank, I promise..