Today I Hate
Today I hate my husband, our relationship and our marriage.
There are three main reasons for this, maybe 4 (if it is because of my menopause)
I still have no SS benefits, it's 10 days away from 2 years since I filed. When I get my benefits I do believe I'm going to pay for a few things around the house, mainly a new roof, bathroom and back porch, then I think I'm packing it in.
I can't divorce him, but I don't have to live with him.
I have met up with three of my most favorite Lupies on Facebook, but have forgotten my support group here which I vow to rectify.
I also now hate my MD, many reasons I could list but may again be menopause. Especially irritating is not having any family history to know how long this may last.
There are three main reasons for this, maybe 4 (if it is because of my menopause)
I still have no SS benefits, it's 10 days away from 2 years since I filed. When I get my benefits I do believe I'm going to pay for a few things around the house, mainly a new roof, bathroom and back porch, then I think I'm packing it in.
I can't divorce him, but I don't have to live with him.
I have met up with three of my most favorite Lupies on Facebook, but have forgotten my support group here which I vow to rectify.
I also now hate my MD, many reasons I could list but may again be menopause. Especially irritating is not having any family history to know how long this may last.
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I can feel so so much frustration here thru your words my friend. I can\'t offer any magical solutions to make it all go away but you made a good point abt connections/friends. Any amt of time one has to bond with others that can relate to life & stuff with you then that is special healing time. Hold those moments close to your heart & focus on those healing moments.
I think life just gets in our way sometimes & we don\'t intentionally mean to be neglectful of friends here but hey it happens & I know I can relate all too well.\\
hey sleepy, great seeing you on here! I would blame menopause for anything bad or lack of sleep. they also claim if you sleep outside your body will re-set its natural clock and you will feel 100% better, (this is why camping as a hobby is so important). glad to see you here and hope all is well! xxoo