Today, I cry

Today I cry, and I'm filled with painwhy WHY, must she hurt again?I don't understand.Shes already been through so much, SO MUCH.A brain tumor, therapydiabetes scares, neurosurgeryand now, NOW a stroke.Why? Why is it the gooddie young, and the evil live forever?Why? Why must people with a kind heartbe taken first?Why? Why is it she cannot be spared?Why? Why can I not take this for her?Why? Why cant I make it all better?Why? Why must she suffer so?Why? Why? WHY? Where is her God now?Huh? Where the fuck is he?The Almighty powerful God..FUCK HIM!!!If he were so powerful, if he loves all his childrenif he came to them in their time of needthen WHERE IS HE???I refuse to believe this happened "for a reason"I refuse to believe anyone could sit byand be so cruel as to torture a woman like her.HOW? Why? Motherfucker!!!! FUCK her God. He doesn't exist, if he did, she wouldn't be suffering.