Today, I cry
Today I cry, and I'm filled with painwhy WHY, must she hurt again?I don't understand.Shes already been through so much, SO MUCH.A brain tumor, therapydiabetes scares, neurosurgeryand now, NOW a stroke.Why? Why is it the gooddie young, and the evil live forever?Why? Why must people with a kind heartbe taken first?Why? Why is it she cannot be spared?Why? Why can I not take this for her?Why? Why cant I make it all better?Why? Why must she suffer so?Why? Why? WHY? Where is her God now?Huh? Where the fuck is he?The Almighty powerful God..FUCK HIM!!!If he were so powerful, if he loves all his childrenif he came to them in their time of needthen WHERE IS HE???I refuse to believe this happened "for a reason"I refuse to believe anyone could sit byand be so cruel as to torture a woman like her.HOW? Why? Motherfucker!!!! FUCK her God. He doesn't exist, if he did, she wouldn't be suffering.
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OH, BOY, ARE YOU ANGRY. I DON\'T KNOW WHY BUT IT IS HIS PLAN AND IT WILL BE TO HER BENEFIT IN THE END. I KNOW YOU WON\'T BELIEVE THIS RIGHT NOW AND MAYBE NEVER. BUT IF HE TAKES HER SHE IS DEFINITELY GOING HOME AND IT IS A MUCH BETTER PLACE THAN THIS HELL HOLE. DEBBIE
.hugs.
I am so sorry to read about your mother.Hoping this hug helps..its not much but know you are not alone here.
X
My sweet 88 year old mother is suffering so much also. Today she was placed in a nursing home against her will because my abusive father cannot or will not care for her. She has always believed in God and has led a very good life, caring and loving to so many. I don\'t know what I believe anymore as far as God, but I wish you peace and for your mother to get better.
Love, Luna
suffering :(((
im sorry jenn sending you so much love
i love you