Today

I know a lot of my anxiety/depression, comes from a meddling mother whom stole my kid n life. Partners whom say one thing n do a whole other. All I ever wanted was a romantic wedding with someone I love. And to have a whole brood of kids. 

I am 51, going to be a grandmother (daughter n I estranged). For 17 years I've waited n waited for G to actually marry me. She proposed, not me! But G is the Queen of Resistence. She did however paint a kids room for possible foster/adoptive kid. Finish 2nd room today. So she is making steps towards the foster care. At this point marriage is MOOT. We're together and happy, so I'll take it. I will be a mommy again VERY SOON ❤️❤️❤️