Today

today is my first day on here. I started because I've never wanted to die more than I do today. I feel so left out like no one wants me around and I don't think I can do this anymore, life I mean. crying from the minute I wake up to crying myself to sleep. All I ever wanted was someone to talk to. I don't need a therapist. I need friends. Like a normal person. Anyone left alone would go insane. It's normal. I'm normal.