Today
Today I am at an all time low. I am currently in a psychiatric open hospital. He doors are not locked and I have set a date to end my life. As you may be aware I have a large number of propranolol which will stoop my heart. My husband passed away last year and I hope to be with him again. I have written a letter for my children who are all grown up and I hope this helps them to understand. I don't even know why I am writing this but I am. I am very grateful to the people who replied to my post. It's nice to know that people care. But I'm really not worth it.
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maybe you're writing because something in you still wants to live. even if your kids are grown they still need you. you don't know if you will wind up with your husband again or not. I was in a psychiatric ward once. it sucked. maybe give yourself a little more time. can you talk to any of your kids about how you are feeling? you deserve to live just as much as anyone else does.