Today
Was OK. I went to group this morning but I was so exhausted that I don't remember it. I was also starving all day long, well, until now, now I feel bloated and constipated and really full. But during the meeting, I realized I had a nutritionist appt and I had no time for lunch. Should I just starve, or what? No, i fought ED and left the meeting early and drove all the way home to eat my meal planned lunch, then I went to the nutritionist appt. All she talked about was IP care because she does not know what to do with me and not gaining weight. Also I am just so exhausted I was surprised I could drive. Then I went to the movies with my husband. We got into a fight about NOTHING> right before th emovie started. I dont remember the movie, because I was so lighthead and tired. After the movie I told him I was hungry and he was mad, but I was feeling like I was going to collaspe. So we went to subway and I alte a chicken salad and some apple. I still felt like crap and I realized it was from lack of carbs. So I ate a low cal english muffin, and a serving of all bran cereal. Now I feel so much better, just full. I realized I don't like the feeling of complete exhaustion, so tomorrow I really do plan on following my correct meal plan, all the way through.
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Am really happy you are doing your best I know is hard and your hubby not helping that much but you are doing a good job. Wish I can do that
Good job at working towards recovery! Why does your husband get mad at pretty much everything you do? Is he just frustrated with the ED? That\'s not supposed to sound so insensitive! =/