To young to feel this old.
Hello, from Texas Had an awful vacation this week. My family and I went to Sea World. It should have been fun but it was not had to walk miles and miles in the hot sun. I thought I was going to die. When you weight is 390 pounds how can it not hurt. I am just so sick of being fat. I was suppose to lose weight for nephews wedding but that has not happened. No matter what I do I seem to fail. I am only 37 years old. I been fat all my life. I weight 230 pounds when graduated high school. I been try to lose weight since I was thirdteen years old. Sometime it works but it always comes back on. I had a year and a half to lose weight for the wedding but I have not lose a pound. I an so ashamed of my self . The wedding is two weeks away and nothing fits right everything looks awful. We are flying to Boston for the wedding so guess what I have to have and extra seat because I am so fat. I hate my self and just want to die.
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Gail, when I read your words it\'s like they are coming right from my heart and head. I feel the same way, I have been heavy all my life and now at the age of 44 I weigh 315 lbs. Please don\'t ever give up, as long as God gives us another day we must try. I usually start every day good but fail by noon time. Let\'s not try to think about our failures but think about how we can help eachother. I want to go eat breakfast now and I want some toast with lots of butter and sugar but I will have only one piece without sugar, maybe just little changes like that everyday will make a difference. I hope to hear from you soon, I feel at the end of my rope also, maybe we can pull strength from eachother. I was so depressed and came upon this website and I think God brought me hear for a reason, I need help and maybe I can help someone else in the process. Have a good day, e-mail me anytime I look so forward to hearing from you, it\'s easier to face things when you know you are not alone.
Cathy
Thank you for the Support. I been needing the help to make my self get up off the couch. I know want I need to do to lose weight. It just that last year I have not even really tried again to lose the weight. I just so tired of doing all the work and it just coming back on again so i just gave up. I know that dieting does not work I have read every book. I have even lost a hundred pounds before. But Also know goes in to losing that much weight and how my body reacts. I was walking 3 to 5 miles everyday. Plus working out on weights and hours in the gym or track or road walking. Plus eating mostly grill or baked chicken and salads. Inwhich I get sick of after first week. Just to lose two pounds a week. I just been scaried of trying again. But I more scaried of dying. Thanks for supporting me so I can get up off the couch.