To write or not to not to write!

I feel, evidence from this title, that I'm not incredibly keen on writing on this journal! I didn't do it yesterday and had a rather blah day!! And today I hate to think i'm heading in the same direction.Positive notes though is that I went to the gym and did a yoga class and then came home and only had nuts/saltanas/porriage with a little brown sugar. Ok so I prob overdid it on the nuts but I figure it's better than overdoing it on other unmentionables! I'm having a lot of enjoyment from the wii, but feel so depresse3d this week. It's difficult to operate and function normally when your energy feels so totaly LOW! I have been more and more aware of energy levels lately, and how low mine are! I need to figure out things that will raise it... I know that the mental feeds into the physical so... Anyway I might come back later today because It almost hurts to write now because I feel like I don't want to and that I'm afraid of facing a lot of deep issues because they'll depress me further!Hmm but at least let me touch of the things that I think are 'issues' for me. - This dissatisfaction with the way I look and feel unnatractive- Struggles with forgiveness for the boyfriend hiding his porn interests in the past- Struggles with purity and chastity or lack of- Slothful behaviours - Negative thoughts- Mess, internally and externally! Outie for now... -me