To the future

I have kindly and passionately resolved to take on my 9.30am gym classes as bright eyed as humanly possible for MY kind in the morning!!!! Not the favourite or brightest time for me!!!! But none the less, I have resolved to do this and then the walk with my sister is a nice thing to follow on afterwards - proving I get a lil hit of sugar having worked out on an empty stomach ! which knowing me is SO typical! Anyway I dON'T want what happened last year to happen again. Join the gym and don't see any results. ARGH!!!! No way. I'm not exisiting 2008 or entering 09 like that! I feel more capable of sticking to the gym because I'm getting up earlier by a little and also getting exercise over and done with in the first part of the day is great to motivate me for the rest of the day.While I feel like I could eat myself to high heaven, I don't want to go there. I've eaten pretty poorly and my body never responds well to that. Today it's been a bannana for breakfast, then a cup of tea, Nocci with tomato base sauce and a hot cocoa for lunch which is not too bad but high in carbs. For dinner I plan on having something a little lighter, such as a salad and a hot beverege followed hopefully by an early night. I've got mixed feelings baout these holidays. For one at least i'm keeping busy, but I'm not liking some other things, like i'm not finding i'm having plenty of quality time to myself... and I realise part of that must be because I constrain myself by time. Totally my doing.To help this, I will try to trust myself with what I have to do....Get a watch...and stop setting alarms to no end! That's it for now...  Later!