To love someone...

Another journal entry of silly thoughts and mind games I'm playing with myself.
I've come to terms that part of the reason I am having such a hardtime healing is that no only do I love someone, I am truly in love with them...
What cuts deeper than a knife is that that person does not feel the same...
Having these emotions and thoughts over and over again, is that the definition of insanity...
I want to reach out just to hear her voice, see how she is doing but I know I have to go no contact...
Life, what a battle!