To go back on medication, or to not...

I am returning to work today so I am looking forward to the distractions. Anyhow my anxiety seems to be winning the battle these days and Im wondering if it would be beneficial to go back on an anxiolytic. The problem is last time I was prescribed a mood altering med was when i was 15 and it was risperodal. Years later I found out it was targeted for those diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar disorder which I do not suffer from. How am I to trust a psychiatrist after they ruined my life the first time? ughhhh