Tis The Season

Strange how the Holiday season still brings back all those wonderful memories of childhood and married life celebrations. We always made such a big deal for the joyous and were so giving to the needy. My ex had such a big heart, was so very generous and unselfish. That's what I miss, not the morphing into someone I didn't recognize. I do not miss her anymore, just the thought of her - fourteen years married, seventeen together - Whew, how so very fast that time passed. I will celebrate with my loving family this year and will give thanks to have known her and very thankful that I experienced true, deep love. I am no longer lonely but do long for the sweet, *special* connection with another. Hope all my virtual friends have a wonderful holiday and that hearts mend and heal soon. I Love you guys here and would like to meet each of you in person - a real hug, YEA, that's it - genuine and sincere......