Tired,Stressed,Bills,School,Homework,Headaches,PT,Gym,No Money

Hey AllWell its been over a week since I wrote and I started before and lost it so I'm starting again.Wednesday was a okay day didn't get my homework done but working on it. Joey went to church and I try to get my work  done. Alex was alex and Ralph was not feeling good. I went to bed and went to Pt and gym with Joey and aftercare it was good. The boys is with us til sunday. There dad trusts us thand God. My headache is still on me and during PT heather one of the therapist talk with me and we just talk about this and that and I felt better and she said we can talk any time she was a sweet person. Friday we went to get a few groceries with what little money we had and I had some money for gas and some milk. Gas is going down thank God. I got most my homework done but with my headache for a week from monday til saturday I call my student advisor and then email my teacher and she said I can do my work and hand in when i can so I pleased Thank God. Saturday was game day and so was sunday and then it was going to be a rough week. A friend call from church wanting info on some software I told her I could get her some off amazon but had to wait til the 1st so i would have money and then she pay me. I told her we had the boys and they had a rough time at home without going into a lot of detail and I knew she would tell the pastor and he would do something about it. So the pastor calls and we get 100 dollars at the store. I hate to ask but he gets upset if we dont because he doesn't know unless we say something.So we get some groceries even though the store is high trying to compete with walmart. We last til the 1st that is what matters. Me and Joey goes to gym and I to aftercare on tuesday but we don't go on thursday because of no gas. Mom is going to pay to get van fix because we have no vehicle to use. She had her husbands car but it needs fixing and so shes paying for our van it needs an rear main seal and a tune up which cost a pretty penny. Mom is going to be a host at a rv park for a two weeks so we are meeting up later to get the funds. She wants us to get on our feet because she's afrid if something happens to her we will not be able to help ourselves. So I got to get my shit together. I'm such a failure at this time so Robin get your shit together. Tell me to get my shit together I can do it. I need somone to tell me to get my shit together lol. So i talk to refinance people we got our satellite turn off because the bill didn't get paid the mortgage didn't get paid nothing didnt get paid and I'm so stupid.now we wont have no money. I have a doc appt on monday. So hopefully this month i can get everything together better.Joey got his paperwork mess up in the mail somewhere so we wont get his money til january. Rhonda irs money is going to her student loan and so we wont get that money so instead of moaning about it we suck up and go on right right. Okay I guess I play enough poor me baby. Get it together and pray for the month. This month I celebrate two months clean and I mean I will be happy.So everyone have a good pain free day my day is better my smile is going to change. My goals keep on going. love ya all.Robin