Tired of daily Bull!

I went to have my eyes checked.  I have glaucoma.  They are ok for now he said.  I need new glasses and my insurance wont pay for any of it.  It doesnt make any sense to me.  They dont cover things for you to see.  I cant see without my glasses.  Anyway its $416 to get my glasses.  Not happening when I cant even buy food every day.   And I have been fighting for over a month to get my sons diabetic supplies for his pump.  he always got them through Medtronic but now he has a Wellcare plan which is still medicaid, but they cant send them to me cause they arent contracted.  So I call the entire list of contracted places and NO ONE carries the supplies.   I was on the phone so long today I probably went over my minutes (more money) and still have gotten no where.  Wellcare told me to have his doctor call and see if he can get them to set something up for me.  That will take more than a month and still no supplies. So I have a letter to drop off at the doctors office praying they can work something out for me.  I have a pounding headache and my hands are shaking. Health is non existant in this state and everyone is stupid.  Hours and hours of arguing and being transferred and no one has an answer. When we were in IL we had everything fast and we were all even allowed to get glasses every other year.  But no, Georgia is where I have a house and a place to live.  The weather is great here - thats all! I just cant take dealing with this bull any longer.  I cant lay down cause I have to drop off the letter to the doctor and pick my husband up from work.  I cant do laundry cause I dont have any detergent. I guess I will squirt some dawn in there and wash my clothes that way.  What other choice do I have.  My son still doesnt have any shoes except the ones on his feet that have half the sole missing.  Nothing to freaking eat in here.  I feel like I am going to EXPLODE!