Tired of complaining...
and damn tired of having a reason to. Why the fuck does things have to be like this... I just want to be normal, is that too much to ask? Seriously.
By the time I get around to actual surgery, this HS shit is going to have taken over my whole left friggin arm, I have a lovely new spot rearing it's ugly head. Don't this shit know nothing about taking a vacation? (like a nice looong extended vacation..lol)
And this whole hotel living is for the birds. I don't know how people working and having to stay in places like this for their job for extended periods, like months, stand it. And Christmas in a hotel is not gonna be anything like you see in a Hollywood movie, at least not round here.
The kids DID get chosen for the Shop with a Cop Christmas event, and one lady emailed me from a site I signed up for looking for Christmas help for the kids and offered to get them a few things. Been trying to hook up with her for a few days now, and hope to get to see her Wednesday, just hope it's not someone who is screwing around with us to get their "kicks". I've seen that go around a little too.
All I want for Christmas is some peace of mind. One day at a time. Keep counting the blessings, no matter how small or insignificant they might seem, as they come. And as bad as this might sound, keep remembering that there are people out there much worse off than I (and my family) are. Gotta keep keeping on, I don't know what else to do.
By the time I get around to actual surgery, this HS shit is going to have taken over my whole left friggin arm, I have a lovely new spot rearing it's ugly head. Don't this shit know nothing about taking a vacation? (like a nice looong extended vacation..lol)
And this whole hotel living is for the birds. I don't know how people working and having to stay in places like this for their job for extended periods, like months, stand it. And Christmas in a hotel is not gonna be anything like you see in a Hollywood movie, at least not round here.
The kids DID get chosen for the Shop with a Cop Christmas event, and one lady emailed me from a site I signed up for looking for Christmas help for the kids and offered to get them a few things. Been trying to hook up with her for a few days now, and hope to get to see her Wednesday, just hope it's not someone who is screwing around with us to get their "kicks". I've seen that go around a little too.
All I want for Christmas is some peace of mind. One day at a time. Keep counting the blessings, no matter how small or insignificant they might seem, as they come. And as bad as this might sound, keep remembering that there are people out there much worse off than I (and my family) are. Gotta keep keeping on, I don't know what else to do.
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Hoping things improve for you all soon. When is the house going to be done? How is that precious MIL? You\'ve got you hands full, hope you hubby is supportive. xoxox
House is scheduled tentatively for around the first part of January, although at the rate building is going I think it will be more like end of January, beginning of February..ugh..lol
MIL seems to be doing ok, considering. She\'s still weak, and not as much of a pain in the ass as usual, although she still talks my dang ear off..lol
Hubby is supportive, if it were not for him, I probably would have already lost it, that\'s not to say we haven\'t had our arguments here, who the heck wouldn\'t..lol