tired of being tired

I am tired of not feeling good tired of being tired . and tired of making excuses on why I feel the way I do. its never something is wrong its you worked too hard under too much stress didn't get enough sleep that time of the month didn't eat right. yes all of those things will affect your health but not every freaking day. first it was my anemia and they blamed that time of the month on that then its too much stress because im a nurse. then I wasent eating right because I have a lap band its always something I have done .  now my blood sugar and blood pressure goes low well im not eating right and not drinking enough fluids I must be dehydrated . bs I am a nurse I know how to take care of myself . I want someone to take me seriously I do not complain much Im starting to think that is my problem I need to complain more so they can see a pattern. I really hope this appointment coming up will give some answers because it is not in my head I do not feel good I should not feel so tired all the time.sorry this is me rambling but when they say I don't know whats wrong you start to think nothing is wrong but my body says different