tired of always hurting and being tired

My quality of life, is in the toilet, I have always been a happy person, and one that is always doing something, but now I am lucky if I make it out of bed, my hubby, bless is heart, is having to do most of the housework, I have no energy, hurt all the time, and am so tired. I have to go with my sister Monday when she has surgery, don't know how I will make it, but I must push, can't let her go through this alone.
   I am so tired of hearing myself say I hurt, and I don't feel good and that I am tired, but I am just being honest, I am all these things, I hurt and can't get going until about noon, and by three, I am worn smooth out, I hate fibro, and rheumatoid, but by the grace of God I will make it through.

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oceanamoonjl
oceanamoonjl

Hi Hon, I\'m so sorry things are so difficult for you on a daily basis. I can relate to much of what you wrote here. All we can do is take it a day at a time and do the best we can and not be too hard on ourselves ya know? Bless your heart. I will keep you (and your sister having surgery) in my prayers, Take Care the best you can. Gentle Hugs, Jess
DarlaC
DarlaC

Yes you will make it through!! It\'s so hard to deal with life when we\'re in actual pain, and too tired to make ourselves feel better. Unless your living with it, you don\'t understand!!

I\'m sure by now you have gone with your sister for her surgery. I pray all went well.

Sorry I am late to this journal. I don\'t get notifications when my friend\'s journal. I kinda have to just keep searching.

Please hang in there. Give it to God. Don\'t blame yourself for being sick, and hurting. It\'s not your fault. Go ahead, and complain!!! We have to vent. I hope you have willing listeners in your life, because you need to talk about the pain. Loving people will listen, you will get it off your chest (journaling helps with that too) and then you will be more able to enjoy some better day!! xo

Big hugs! xo