Timetable
So I got the call from the nurse today to outline the treatment plan for this cycle.
I got really nervous straight away. It feels like the date looming as HCG testing day is so close but will take an age until it comes around. I want to come by really quickly but then I don't want it to come so soon because if it is a BFN then I am scared of my own reaction.
So the test date is Thursday 5th May. We are a day ahead of you in the States (or near enough to) so it seems even sooner.if that makes sense. My stomach churns just thinking about it. As I have said before, I am a pessimist by nature but I am trying my hardest at the moment to be positive and relaxed...not an easy feat for someone like me!!
I got really nervous straight away. It feels like the date looming as HCG testing day is so close but will take an age until it comes around. I want to come by really quickly but then I don't want it to come so soon because if it is a BFN then I am scared of my own reaction.
So the test date is Thursday 5th May. We are a day ahead of you in the States (or near enough to) so it seems even sooner.if that makes sense. My stomach churns just thinking about it. As I have said before, I am a pessimist by nature but I am trying my hardest at the moment to be positive and relaxed...not an easy feat for someone like me!!
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