Time to start

OK, Here we go.  I have been delaying making entries here but it is time to start now. For the rocord, my marriage has been in crisis for allmost 3 years, in that my wife, who I still love dearly, has turned cold, aloof and at times, outright nasty to me.  All the usual red flags have been present throughout this time to varying degrees and I have come to suspect she is seeing somebody else. She denies this. The relationship continues to deteriorate and is now at the point where we are more like two strangers sharing the same house.  I am sort of past the outrage but it still hurts like hell and while I have no proof something is or has been going on, I guess, I am living in denial and just accepting whatever crumbs she decides to toss my way.  Pathetic hey! Her very obvious contempt for me is only eclipsed by my own. Nevermind, I think I am getting stronger now and have just about come to terms with the fact that it is probably over and have taken steps to protect my interests as well as I can. Now, I am sort of just waiting for the axe to fall. will write more shortly.