Time to move? Again??

Last month I finally moved out of the house, I just couldn't take another day with her putiing me down. The last straw was her statement that she was happy that I have been going to church, and that I have admitted to being a bad person, as that proved that she was right all along about me. Yes it is true that I have done bad things in my time, I am a sinner, no question, but to use that as validation that all our marital problems rest on my shoulders, no, I do not accept that. So I packed some clothes and l left. didn't know where, and ended up first in a motel, and tehn rented a room in someone's house.  My 13 YO asked me to live close so she could visit alot, and not have to wait for a ride, she wants to be able to walk or ride her bike. My 17YO has a car so he is no problem. But I want to accomodate her.  The biggest obsticle is the cost, as the stbx does not work or pay for anything. I can barely afford the house and all expenses now. and the added expense of the rented bedroom is coming from savings. So if I rent an apt or condo, it will be from savings until she gets a job. If she gets a job.  So I don't know exactly what to do. I want to move so I can have a home for the kids to live in 1/2 their time. I want the divorce to go through, but we do not have an agreement in place.   I am strongly leaning towards renting the condo. I don't think the courts will like that the kids can not stay with me where I am. I have to have a home for them.  And I will feel better with my own kitchen etc. The money I save by not eating out will probably pay the difference.   And I will leave it in God's hands to make sure that the arrangement works.  My life is so much more positive since I've left, without the nagging and negativity, and I pray every day for peace, for the ex, and for myself.  Please Jesus, hear my prayer.  Amen.