Time Passes...

and we are doing ok. We're still waiting to hear from Leeds about D being accepted onto a trial there - in fact we had a call this afternoon (having called several times ourselves last week) to say "Oh, they didn't receive the letter, we're just doing another one now"...a bit of a comedy of errors this is turning out to be....not too much funny about it though.We wait...  However! We are not downhearted...I was worrying, thinking that D had been off the Sutent for 4 weeks now, without anything happening, but then reminded myself that, as it wasn't working anyway, technically he's had no medical treatment at all. And yet, and yet.....if we look back to August, he's just doing so much better now than he was then.This could be down to so many things - his faith, the counselling, the homeopathy, the lifestyle changes, the love....who knows... He's been reading a book "Love, Medicine, and Miracles" by Bernie Siegel, which has given him (and me) a lot of strength and hope over the past 10 days. and I went back to work this morning! Quite a shock to the system, having to iron something, instead of throwing on some jeans, and having to set the alarm clock too. Mixed feelings - quite nice, I think, to exist for a few hours outside this little cancer bubble that we seem to live in a lot of the time. But strange too, as I don't think we've been apart for more than a couple of hours since the diagnosis. I have been smothering...His mobility is a bit better at the moment, and he can stand for a short time in the kitchen to get breakfast etc, so it's easier to leave him. Still felt a bit horrible though! So I'm just going to do mornings for a while, and see how it goes.  Now we're in November....how did that happen? lots of love to all you out there, and hoping for a month full of light for you and your loved ones.