Time is Working It's MAGIC!!!!

Hi everybody!!!!! First I wanted to explain my absence over the past month or so. I want to put to rest any assumptions that maybe I took him back. The answer is a DEFINITE NO!!!!!! I had to take a second job at night babysitting for my boss as she is starting up a new business and needed help with her two kids. Just helping them with homework than dinner than reading them a book and off to bed. I can bring Austin with me so it's nice. I'm really tired though I work from 7:00am untiil 4:00pm at school. Then come home for about an hour than off again from 6:00pm til 10:00 or 11:00pm. Then once I get home there is laundry, lunches to pack for the next day give the dog a little attention then to bed by 1:00am. I have to be up by 6:00am to start another day so as you can see I just haven't had any time. I had to take the 2nd job because he is about 6,500 dollars behind at this point and we got an eviction notice on our door a few weeks ago because I always pay my rent so late.
I spoke to my office manager and we worked some things out so we are ok for now. On the up side though he lost the company we worked so hard for all these years and my parents gave him the money to start it's BANKRUPT NOW. Funny he always said I was the one with money problems yet when I ran the business we were making 4,000 a week and now after just under a year it's BANKRUPT. Guess it wasn't me after all. Anyway now he works for a friend and draws a paycheck every week a pretty nice one at that so YES, I WILL BE TAKING HALF EVERY WEEK the papers have already been sent for Garnishment and God willing I will start getting a extra $400.00 a week very soon and I can stop the 2nd job and just relax for awhile. I am also in the process of cleaning up the credit mess and debt he left me with but hopefully with in the next 6 months I will qualify all my own for a little house that's all mine.
Time has slowly worked it's magic and even though Thanksgiving and my birthday without him brought some tears I did it and made it through. Now I just have Christmas and New Years Eve to get through and I can actually say I DID IT, I MADE IT THROUGH THE FIRST YEAR AND YA KNOW WHAT? IT DIDN'T ACTUALLY KILL ME. I keep all of you close to my Heart and in my Prayers every day and hope that God and time is healing your hearts and souls, minds, and bodies. I hope to have some time real soon to start reading more journals and catch up with everybody. To all the New People who have joined over the past couple months Welcome and take solace in knowing that you are not alone and we have all been there. On Jan 13th, 2011 right after the new year my Husband of 23 years just came home and said he had to go find himself he needed to do something with his life as if being a husband and father just didn't cut it anymore. Well he found himself alright, he found himself in a crappy ghetto studio apt, he found himself with no children that will talk to him, he found himself with warrants from child support enforcement, and he found himself all alnoe this Holiday season. So remember this Newbies KARMA IS A FREAKING BITCH AND WHAT COMES AROUND DOES REALLY COME BACK ON YOU. So your stbx's will get theirs one day you just be strong, pray, and keep telling yourself this to shall pass........
Love Ya Guys, Hope all of you have a great Christmas and Super New Year. Oh and the Disney countdown had offically begun78 days from TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So keep counting with me. Big Hugs Always, T