Time is still crawling by....
It's been 12 weeks and nothing....no calls, no text, nothing.
My heart aches every single day. I miss my kids so much. Why, God, did they just decide one day to not have anything else to do with me??? Whenever I think of reaching out to them my emotions pull back like I've just touched a hot iron, their hateful words still echo in my soul and the cycle begins again...Why, God, why...I broke the cycle of abuse - I tried my best to raise my children the way I wanted to be raised, in a loving Christian home - I removed their abusive grandmother (my mother)from our lives to keep them safe from her...and then this....to be called emotionally abusive because I cry if my kids say something to me that hurts?! What? Mothers aren't allowed to cry if we are hurt???? I'm suppose to suck it up and take whatever they feel they can say to me?? Really!???
I'm home from work, sick with a sinus infection and an upper respiratory infection. And I still cry for the children who I thought loved me. And I ache for the twin grandbabies I've only seen twice and held once. They will be 5 months old the first part of October and I don't even know what they look like! :(
How sad for us all.....
My heart aches every single day. I miss my kids so much. Why, God, did they just decide one day to not have anything else to do with me??? Whenever I think of reaching out to them my emotions pull back like I've just touched a hot iron, their hateful words still echo in my soul and the cycle begins again...Why, God, why...I broke the cycle of abuse - I tried my best to raise my children the way I wanted to be raised, in a loving Christian home - I removed their abusive grandmother (my mother)from our lives to keep them safe from her...and then this....to be called emotionally abusive because I cry if my kids say something to me that hurts?! What? Mothers aren't allowed to cry if we are hurt???? I'm suppose to suck it up and take whatever they feel they can say to me?? Really!???
I'm home from work, sick with a sinus infection and an upper respiratory infection. And I still cry for the children who I thought loved me. And I ache for the twin grandbabies I've only seen twice and held once. They will be 5 months old the first part of October and I don't even know what they look like! :(
How sad for us all.....
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Hello, I feel your pain. I wish I could see my grandbabies, my daughters. The last time I talked to my daughter I cried I could not help it I was expressing my feelings of how much I missed her and she came back at me saying that I was a drama queen and all she did not want to hear my boo hoo crap..so much pain and yet that is all you get? WOW. Not trying to make this about me but just wanted to share that with you. God I never ever would have thought I would be here..I am praying for you. biggg huggs
my girlfriend told me that grandparents in Canada have legal rights to see their gc. maybe that is true for the states, but might be expensive?? Can you confront your DIL? Just go over uninvited and confront her? my other girlfriend is E with her d, but goes to her gs , public sports activities, without personal invitations, because her d can not ban her from public events.