Time is moving SLOW>>>>

Well, as I said earlier I have been out of work on workers compensation for several weeks. I am very depressed thinking in advance of all of my bills thinking "How much I really owe". I am thinking on one hand of all of the progress in many other ways that I have made compared to how money problems will be my ending downfall. I am hoping to make some new friends and when able to return to my old job (hopefully), I am already thinking and hoping about many different ways to be able to get another job, invent something that will pay much money or find someone that wants to take a chance on me and help me pay off all the old bills and allow me to consolidate everything... It's alot of money and I am just both frightened and very lonely. I haven't really heard much from my coworkers and my sister who literally lived in my same apt complex with her partner just doesn't seem to even come to visit me once again I live in the same apartment complex. My Mother & Father now live in Florida and when speaking to them its hard to maintain my composure as I just want to start balling out and crying