Time for change

I am ready for this change. It is needed. Tomorrow morning I go take a test at this office, just go to the bathroom, is all. So I am fasting. I ate lightly tonight walked over to my sponsor's home. It was a beautiful evening for an early night stroll, and I had my cane as a weapon with me since it was so late. Sometimes it is a weapon, sometimes I use it to lean on when my pain is too bad. When I went to a public place sourounded by people I love, I felt safe to be who I want to be. I couldn't make it through the entire sercice, asked my brother to cut me a door, and limped into the bathroom. I was crying. Someone waited patiently outside to hand me a walking cane. I huged her with such force almost making her  cough. I apologized, then gave her a gift of a toy neclecace nice enough to wear anywhere, of a wizard holding a crystal ball to thank her for her kindness. I guess everyone noticed my limp to the bathroom, and heard my cries. My prayers were answered by kindness.