Time flys but it\'s not fun

It's a year now since we found out Dad had Lung Cancer and he was going for all the tests.I can remeber the day when we went for the results.Dad didn't awant me to go in just my Mum and Brother.The came out of that room and as i looked at their faces i knew it was not good,Dad tried to put on a brave face.As we waited fo the taxi i said to Dad is there anything and he shook his head and said NO.I tried so hard not to cry to be brave for my Dad.From that day i spent all my time either on the phone to my Mum or down with them.I didn't want to go far Mum had to push me a couple of times to go places with my friends or Marc and the kids to keep things as normal as we could.I still hadn't told the Boys as Aaron was still at uni and i couldn't tell them until he got home.That was one of the hardest things ever as Dad was the most important male in theirs lives apart from their uncle Wayne(my brother).It still hard to believe that my Dad has gone.The last few weeks i keep thinking alot of what happened.Going over it all.    I miss my Dad so much.It's not the same not having your Daddy around as he's the one that always protects you.             I Love you Dad and missing you like crazy.xxxxxx