Time, Death and Love,
Time, Death and Love,
Love, are you even real? You broke my heart so many times recently will you ever stop?
I started writing to the one that broke my heart but in fact i was writing to you and your friends time Death and Time.
You see when you left your friend death showed up and your friend time just keeps clicking And i can't seem to keep up with her. Its been about 8 months and a few weeks since you left me and every time I meet someone they are just temporary. Will youever stick around? When will I feel you....all of you? What am I doing wrong? Why isn't it getting better with time? Why is the one that broke my heart happy and I can't be? Why do I have to fake my hapiness ? Death you are that numb feeling I get after I break down in tears, you help me feel a sense of calmness afterwards but my heart is still so broken, it's still so dark and empty and I wish I could believe and be patient with time but I am not I want to feel you...love I want to be happy. Why won't you let me feel you?
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I love this poetic expression of the emotional struggles we all share as we try to process the past devastation and tentatively consider what the future might hold.
So sorry you have had to go through this but the incredible self awareness that peeks through the lines of your words gives me great hope for you.
You are in my prayers.
Thank you :)