tired

I am getting tired both menitally and physically. I cook,clean and  take care of the kids with homework getting stuff ready for school making sure that they areclean and ready for school in the morning . Like today I didnt get home from work until 615 at night after I got out of work i got out at 545 and had to be at daycare by 600 at is a good 15 min drive from work to get my daughter while she was  studing for school and still not home .I dont have anytime for myself at a reasonable hour to get anything done around the house in hopes to sell it in a reasonable time to get this overwith and be on my way to recovery. I have to keep telling myself dont give up its not over yet over and over agian but I think that it  is. Im starting to think that I have lost all  hope of ever getting back together and im really  starting to miss the touch of a woman, any kind loveing, or not. I need and want to feel loved, confortable, and missed.but Im starting to feel nothing toward her and that feeling grows alittle more day to day. I think that even if she comes home tonight with an Im sorry and im willing to give it another chance it would take alot of me to say OK lets try. But shes not going to do that.