Thursday's Musings

Sugary sweet, succulent Spring days luring me outside into their myriad of colorful rhythms.  Bumble bees sing out adding to the vibrant orchestra, bathing me in lyrical rapture. Miniature birds carol to their mates lending their flawless harmony to the chorus. Lazy crickets begin their tune as dusk slowly creeps upon me.  I bathe in the rapturous moment of nature.
I am now single. My partner of 12 years has moved to Tennessee.  I am trying to deal with being alone.  Being lonesome is not something that I am dealing with very well.  I feel like I don't have a purpose.  Since my anxieties keep me from getting out much, I am here at home..with my two cats.  My elderly parents have tried to get me to move in with them but that's not an option for me.  I need my space..my privacy.  I am marching onward and upward. I can do this...but I need support.  I'm going to start writing daily and begin to share with my friends on Daily Strength again.  Thank you all so much for your friendship. Now if I can just find you all again...I'll be happy. :)