Thursday Meeting

Ok, today I have this meeting at my house, we call at my church a young peoples meeting. Pretty much its the meeting where new believers from the University Campus's get together with us and enjoy a meal, sing then read some of the morning Revival (I cannot explain exactly what this is but it has verses from the bible in it!) And afterwards we have dessert!So really I love Thursdays, (because I love to cook and bake for the meeting!) but I find it really frustrating with the Social situations, because I freeze up and don't know what to say! And I hate it! Especially because I really like this guy who attends it, and he is so nice, and I even hear him compliment my artwork and my food. But he never actually says it to my face you know, he just says it to someone else. And then I totally feel like I may have dissed him or something, but my older sister Marie says its just because he knows I'm shy, but I don't know. I'm just so afraid that I'll never get married later if I don't work out my problems now! But I just can't talk to him, because I freeze up and blush! It really sucks! You know I am really getting worked up over nothing because he probably won't even be there, because hes been away all week, and I probably won't see him till the weekend.I just wish I was outgoing then I could talk to him.