Thursday-August,27,2015

Hello all. My daughter is depressed. Her boyfriend came up to my room today saying she was crying and upset. I went down to talk to her. 
She is stressed and needs a vacation. So she took her son and went over to her boyfriend's place. She was mad at me, saying I don't do anything. Well, it is her son and her situation. She is his mother so she needs to get up with him and do for him.
I had guardianship of her daughter and did all I could for her.90's for a dozen years. I am here to help her where I can.  I can't get around very well so she does do most of the work around. All of it really.
Most of the time she fine but I think she is tired from not getting much sleep and having to get my GS up at 5:30a. so he can catch the bus by 6:20a. Then instead of her getting some rest she has her BF over and they go do something. So she isn't sleeping. Also, her meds doc upped her anti-depressant and whenever they mess with her meds she goes manic. I feel panic stricken again and very hurt by her attitude toward me. She and I were getting along so well.
I hate my life right now. I have no one to turn to around here. I have isolated myself and that is my own fault.
I kept trying to get her to rest and she wouldn't do it. So, now we all pay the price.
Guess I will go play some game and then try to sleep. Too hot to sleep but I will try.
Hope all of you are enjoying the last bit of summer and all is well with you.

Take care,
Eve