Thursday 18th
I just want to say that I am so glad I have found a decent site with people of a similar nature and illness. I am not a computer wizard so I can only thank all of you who have given me advice and nice comments etc as I have been in a bad way.Even though I put some journal entries in the wrong places it all helps me get a lot of crap off my mind.I feel better just geting a piece of advice off you great people.I was In the dark about hepc etc etc so thanksagain a great site full of good people.
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Friday . Had injection on wednesday and I normally feel bad on a friday(worse) but this morning after stopping drinking as much milk and drinking water, I threw up badly for the first time.I wonder if the water swilled out something bad in my system?
Saturday, I must say that I feel better by the emails I now get off DS, I have found a new sort of positiveity?I don\'t feel sick as much as the injection sinks in. Good Luck to all DS.
Sunday I do this when i get out of bed which is 10.50am today quite a change.I always feel sick first thing not as bad as when I was drinking/drugs. So I will keep myself +mind occupied + maybe I will have a lovely woman drop in from heaven(JOKE)djharg
Sunday 3pm just been on an errand with a friend but had to come back as I feel so sick, this is not a joke anymore not even funny!
Monday 22Sept, I am told this is a beautiful day in USA(fall)Though it\'s cloudy in N/Manchester today I am Feeling good due to all the help I am getting offDS \'Thanks\'
Until DS I have been selfish! Now I see how people with such terrible illness\'s can still laugh and be strong!
Time for me to stop feeling sorry for myself Arrrgghh!
Still Monday I\'m writing this to try and stop a bad panic!
Just been for a walk.
Had to make excuses to come home.
Gonna try tv for a while instead of talking to myself!
I try to reply to all ,but I think i\'m noy quite on it yet but thanks Everyone who\'s contacted me!
Keep being strong my friend...writig things down in your journal helps!FIGHT ON...and slay that dragon!
Moonday10.45pm shutdown djharg land, I have never had so much positive nice input since, well for a long time!
Best Wishes to all at DS thats me until morning Byeeeeeee!
Tuesday 23rd Sept, It\'s actually a sunny nice day in nw/England for a change, things might be looking up!ttfn.
Wednesday 24th Sept, Oh shit it\'s that day! putting this horrible Interferon in my body and I know It will make me feel like shit.
I don\'t swear online normally but people know in the same boat.
Thats it \'touchwood\' I will be ok this time! LOL? lots of laughs is that it !
Thursday 25 CONSULTANT! If I get the top man he is a very good pro, otherwise I get his locum? Well I\'m going to ask the questions today (thanks McKenzie! My friend/mate comes with me and we turn the day into a laugh (cruel sometimes) but it\'s better than watching all the prisoners coming to have tx handcuffed up.Results later TTFN.
Yesterday my email went mad + everyone was multiplied x100
Just got my results WORSE than I could of thought!
My viral load was doing great for 12 weeks then 4weeks ago so now16wks it has gone bad and stopped working back to Baseline what is the point what is the fu....g point.They said hope for a lab fuck up in otherwords as i have done everything RIGHT!!!!!