thurs.nov 12/ 09

got to the gym again today, seems to be helping, there are so many massage positions that you can use on the vibration platform. My back seems to be loosening up, I seem to carry all my tention in neck shoulders and upper back. I found out that I was accepted into the trillium drug benefit program, so that should help with drug costs since I've almost meet the yearly deductible and its only been since august. the stress is playing a big part of the way I've been feeling. Tom seems to be able to see the big picture and I know that everything will be fine but it's just getting to that point and surviving until then. I wish I wasn't so tired all the time, I feel bad because everything is flling so far behind and I feel like I'm not holding up my end.