thurs.nov 12/ 09
got to the gym again today, seems to be helping, there are so many massage positions that you can use on the vibration platform. My back seems to be loosening up, I seem to carry all my tention in neck shoulders and upper back. I found out that I was accepted into the trillium drug benefit program, so that should help with drug costs since I've almost meet the yearly deductible and its only been since august. the stress is playing a big part of the way I've been feeling. Tom seems to be able to see the big picture and I know that everything will be fine but it's just getting to that point and surviving until then. I wish I wasn't so tired all the time, I feel bad because everything is flling so far behind and I feel like I'm not holding up my end.
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we can only do what we can even if it means letting some things slide until we feel up to doing them...dont worry bout the small things because they can wait till you feel able...just remember to pace yourself & give yourself time to get things done...some days I can only do a couple menial chores with the rest of the daily routine...then there are other days when I cant manage enough energy to even make a meal...while it is frustrating I know that it will all work out in the end...most important is your health and well being so pace it out :)