Thunder Over Louisville

My Baby Girl,I LOVE you so much. I miss you more than anyone could imagine. Last night was Thunder Over Louisville, all the fireworks were so pretty. I know that you loved them so much, Nevaeh looked over at them and said you were watching them from Heaven and help making them beautiful. I cried through them, thinking how you'd smile and get so excited. You loved the Derby Festival events. I see so much that reminds me of you. MEMORIES!!! I cherish each one with all my heart. When you were really little, We'd go as a family to the Downs and you would be so little, acting like your Daddy howling Go Baby Go and Get Up There. You would smile that famous smile when you 2 would win. Your little grin would still shine when you 2 would lose a race. Daddy would take you and Ray, buy a big ice cream cone. You would say that you had a lot of fun. Then the last Derby We were together 2006, We went to Danny and Kims for a big cook out. We had so much fun. Your smile was shining brighter than the sun. It's so hard going through life without you, I lived my life through You and Ray. My life is hard now. I strive everyday to at least help or lift up one persons feelings. I wish so much that I told you that I LOVE you more than I did. I know you knew but sometimes telling some one makes a lot of difference. I am so PROUD of you, can't be proudier. One day life will be over here and your big smile and big hazel green I will see. I long for that day. I will go now but never stay away. Hugs and Kisses *MY ANGEL MANDI* I LOVE YOU.