ththe truth

wot is the trutheven i dont knowi know my head is goin funnyi know i feel weirdwot is weirddefine finei know im not finei know im not on ma pity poti know i am allowe to feelmight not like where my feeling s take mebut its not good at all to look in the mirror and not recognise your faceoutside on your own its such a scary placethe answers are all inside of meall i got to do is beleiveto beleive is to be true to yourselfto be honest with yourselfwell can i be absolutly honest with myselyei dont feel very good and not sure whymy head is takin me somewhere and im not 100percent sure wherei know one thing ive never had such a long time of bein mentally stableand tbh i dont actually feel ver mentally stable atmmy sh thoughts are gettn out of controlat least they are thoughtsand not actionsyes i have sh twice jus recentlybut that is alli know one tingi do not want a drink so that is goodi cant live my life on what ifswhat if simple as reallyi cant hand over this shit in ma headits not a simple as thati dont feel at peacenot sure whyi feel very very estlessand i think if one more person says to meoh claire you are doing really realy wellim gonna scream at them fxxk offsimple asthe voices in ma head are strongbu they are very jumbled and i cant make out what exactly thety are sayingall i know is i dont feel rightabd that scare mesimple as xx