Three Weeks and counting

Three weeks and counting..... If I continue to hold on... It should be getting easier but I wonder if it is worth it all.  I thought I was doing this for everyone one but now I am doing this just for me.  I am going to prove it to them that i can do it though. I went to a yard sale and picked up a set of curtains and OMG they smelled so damned bad.  I gagged from the smell of cagarette smoke.  I hope my house never smelled that bad.  Everyone says that it never did.  But who knows.  But I also have been cleaning my house alot lately with a cleaning solution used to take out odors.  I don't want that smell.  I feel better.  We will see.  Hope to stay strong for me not for anyone else.