Thoughts of the day.......

I love my H, I love him with all my heart and I keep wishing that things would've been different but at the same time I keep moving forward.  Some TLC for me today, got me a manicure and pedicure, got a me a new sheet set for my bedroom and got rid of ALL the old ones, the ones that we used together, the new sheets are colorful and with butterflies on it, kinda girly, cause they are mine. 
All his pics and family pics are of the walls - set up at session in Walmart to get new pics with me and the kids cause that is my new family, already got me some new picture frames that are going up on the walls. 
Even  though I love him more than anything I'm removing him from the house, the bedroom is the place were mostly everything is gone, is my bedroom now and it is my refuge. 
Since my walls are bare can't wait to get my new pics up, it will be different and probably hurtful but that is my new reality, it was his choice to leave this family so it is us now and him. 
Today was a good day and hopefully the rest of the weekend will be the same since the weekends are usually lonely.