thoughts of November 12.2020

      Watching God's not dead with my son for all the non believers this is just a journal not preaching. (Now that that is out of the way) My son has had problems,Yes but were working on it as I hunt for some decent airplane tickets to get to Arizona for my son,and I were taking a trip there I figured new atmosphere new horizons may help him. Today he asked me to read him the bible the part about Wormwood,aka Armageddon,The apocalypse, or the end times. My son likes the battle between satan and god,and the seven plagues,and the horsemen. I did it seems to help his mood today so if it helps I ll do anything I can to give him some sort of comfort. This led to watching this movie,and he wants to watch Passion of the christ which is fine I like the movie I told him it was a very sad one and I warned him it was going to be sad. My son still wants to watch it . I am like okay sure. His grandma has noticed my son shaking his head a lot and said there might be something wrong in his head maybe he is having headaches,or something he did have a seizure at two due to high fever and was placed in St Petersburg children's hospital. I am hoping it is nothing serious,but I do need to place a call to his doctor and see if I can get a referral to a neurosurgeon, maybe they can exam his head and see what is going on up there. I am hoping his government insurance will pay for this because I think he can benefit from it and we can finally figure out what is going on. knock on wood lets hope they will pay for it and they don't find anything. I really am not sure if I want them to find something and it be a easy cure,or them find something and it be horrible, or have them find nothing. I just think it would be best for him to be examined soon as I can get him in. Work was a pain so I am not even going to go in it. I think now I will just watch this movie and rest. by the way the professor in this movie is really quite a obnoxious ass.