Thoughts? Feelings? Emotions?
Today has been very productive. I weeded my flower garden. It was nice and warm out today so I got to spend much need time in the one place Igather my thoughts in my flower garden. Its always so stress relieveing to feel your hands in the cold dirt and throwing weeds across the yard. But been thinking lately I know its dangerous! But So... I went to my first catholic funeral. It was my dads neibor well I feel like shes always been family since my dad worked for her since before i was born but anyways totally did not know that they got drunk after funerals! I hope I didnt offend anyone there but I didnt drink its not my kinda thing. It was one of those moments where i had to face it with just my dad they never knew I was a lesbian let alone married and living with a women so had to take my wedding rings off and just wear a band. Thats always hard having to pretent someone your not. But my dad had alot on the line with them and I didnt want to tell them and feel like i was being disrespectful after all they gave my dad a house and 7 acres of land. So I wore my makeup and a skirt and dress shirt and curled my hair and went as if i was a straight woman! My dad even made the comment i didnt look like a lesbian. So yes that sucks. So after the funeral we go off to their home and there is every kind of alcholo you could ever want. So my dad gets drunk well I wind up having to call my mom to come get me so spent half the day being misreable. so thats all on that. But Today just felt diffrent to me. I spent the day with juanita and just really enjoyed her company. I just feel more relaxed and just happy and its good to feel it after so long. so painted some and weeded my flower garden and Juanita won Tickets to see Blake Shelton!!! But were gonna have to sell them they reduced her ticket to driving too faast for conditions and shes gotta pay 500 dollars!!! :( So thats how that went. Shaggy is adjusting well to scooby. Thats about it.
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