Thought I was Doing Okay
For the past week or so I feel as though I have been emotionally stronger. As of Sunday night I feel like I am backsliding. Particularly on Monday and Tuesday night I have been having a lot of tears. I guess the saying is true, "you take one step forward and two steps back". I kind of felt like my emotions and depression got stirred up since Nick Browning (an attorney here at work) passed away from cancer on Sunday night. Today is Wednesday and I am pissed off when I go out to my dad's car only to find that someone threw an egg at it as well as our neighbors car. Somebody's got some karma coming to them!
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I\'m reading through your journal and I definitely know what your feeling. I feel the EXACT same way. I thought I was moving on if only slightly but I was still moving on well I went 3 steps moving on and now i fell back down 2. I don\'t understand why this is happening. tc laura