Thoughts

Well,  the wedding was beautiful!  One small bump in the road...Andrew got food poisoning and couldn't participate in the reception.  Lauren and everyone was devasatated at first.  But we all managed to pull it together and it worked out fine.  Everyone was on the dance floor all night; the food was great and the drinks were even better!  The house where my family and I stayed was absolutely beautiful.  Couldn't have asked for a better place to be....they are back and safe and happy.  Adopted a dog so I guess you can say I have a granddog...Finished my Harley class.  Bought a Harley!  Total mid life crisis.  It was a great experience and I'm so glad that I did it.  The problem now is finding a mentor to help me out.  Have had a few people but it hasn't been consistent.  I want to get my license or at least try to before the weather gets colder.  Maybe next weekend...trying to look for a smaller bike to take the test on.  I may join a woman's Harley group so I can make some connections that way.Life has been a little lonely but I'm dealing with it.  I would have never thought that I would be where I am in my life right now.  I truly felt in my heart that I was going to be with Tony.  I think about him often and what will never be.  I know that I will never love anyone again as much as I loved him.  There will never be anyone like him...I'll love again that is for sure.  I know I did the right thing by walking away.  I just couldn't deal with the pain of the infidelity anymore....