This Year
It's strange how this year has panned out. Since New Year's day there's been murder and economic downfall dominating the news...mainly murder and it's been pissing me off. It annoyed me that the human race can be so pathetic and selfish. I'd made my mind up, in twenty years time we wouldn't be able to call ourselves human. I mean, how often do you see innocent compassion for another person that you don't know? It just doesn't happen much, like helping somebody who;s dropped their stuff. Most people walk right past with tunnel vision. I just started hating people.
Then, today as I start putting down my feelings, I start talking to a guy and I haven't felt this happy since my first relationship...things are definitely looking up. He made me feel less angry about the world and got me back in touch with some of my feelings.
That reminds me, I should explain that for a while now I've had the emotional span of a piece of glass- I didn't have much feelings except laughing in response to jokes and stuff. It might have been the meds I took to help me quit smoking because it was definitely in that timeframe and they've been found to mess you up in the head, particularly when mixed with alcohol (which I did). So yeah, things should get better.
If you're reading this part, give yourself a pat on the back and message me...you actually care about other people! =) You're awesome x
Then, today as I start putting down my feelings, I start talking to a guy and I haven't felt this happy since my first relationship...things are definitely looking up. He made me feel less angry about the world and got me back in touch with some of my feelings.
That reminds me, I should explain that for a while now I've had the emotional span of a piece of glass- I didn't have much feelings except laughing in response to jokes and stuff. It might have been the meds I took to help me quit smoking because it was definitely in that timeframe and they've been found to mess you up in the head, particularly when mixed with alcohol (which I did). So yeah, things should get better.
If you're reading this part, give yourself a pat on the back and message me...you actually care about other people! =) You're awesome x
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I care. I hope your doing better. I understand that the likelihood that you will write back is 1% since you\'ve not had any activity since 2011. It\'s 2013. I am here if you want to talk.