THIS WEEK OF CRAZYNESS
Well its been awhile and I needed to get sumthings off my chest. Since going through this IF stuff one saying has always stuck with me LIFE HAPPENS. So this past saturday I went and had LIFE HAPPENS tattooed on my rightwrist. It hurt like a B****. But I love it and Ill post a pic soon.
Well monday I went to work and at about 11ish I got a call from my hubbys cousin. He was crying and saying he needs buddy NOW. I said BillyJack whats wrong? He said his mom was found dead. I got chills all over my body and I think my heart jumped a couple of beats. I started crying and Knew I needed to call hubby and let him know. So I called him at work and broke the news to him. I think it was one of the hardest things I ever done. He broke down crying. See his aunt Karen practically raised him and his siblings. If it wasnt for her they wouldnt of had a home, food, or clothes. So she was a very special person to hubby and he called her momma Karen. She wasnt just a aunt to him but another mom. So this whole week we have been dealing with arrangements and autopsy stuff and all. And had to raise money. Me and hubby donated all of our IF money and vacation money to BillyJack for the funeral. It was only like $1000 but it helped. So now no IF treatments and no DC vacation for anniversary. But Iam glad we could help. But now tomorrow is the viewing and I havent had time to breath. This week has been straight down crazyness. I just needed to vent.
And to top it all off my work has fallen apart with out me. I got a call at 9pm tonight from one of my employees saying her schdule was changed and so was next weeks and she was shitted out of hours. So I had to go up there and get everything straight. Once I got ahold of the rude ass that changed everything I spent 30 mins setting HIM straight. He had for gotten I was HIS manager and I MAKE THE SCHDULES.So I came home after that and found hubby sitting alone upset just really missing momma Karen. So Iam ready for a tall stiff drink. Is it saturday yet?
Well monday I went to work and at about 11ish I got a call from my hubbys cousin. He was crying and saying he needs buddy NOW. I said BillyJack whats wrong? He said his mom was found dead. I got chills all over my body and I think my heart jumped a couple of beats. I started crying and Knew I needed to call hubby and let him know. So I called him at work and broke the news to him. I think it was one of the hardest things I ever done. He broke down crying. See his aunt Karen practically raised him and his siblings. If it wasnt for her they wouldnt of had a home, food, or clothes. So she was a very special person to hubby and he called her momma Karen. She wasnt just a aunt to him but another mom. So this whole week we have been dealing with arrangements and autopsy stuff and all. And had to raise money. Me and hubby donated all of our IF money and vacation money to BillyJack for the funeral. It was only like $1000 but it helped. So now no IF treatments and no DC vacation for anniversary. But Iam glad we could help. But now tomorrow is the viewing and I havent had time to breath. This week has been straight down crazyness. I just needed to vent.
And to top it all off my work has fallen apart with out me. I got a call at 9pm tonight from one of my employees saying her schdule was changed and so was next weeks and she was shitted out of hours. So I had to go up there and get everything straight. Once I got ahold of the rude ass that changed everything I spent 30 mins setting HIM straight. He had for gotten I was HIS manager and I MAKE THE SCHDULES.So I came home after that and found hubby sitting alone upset just really missing momma Karen. So Iam ready for a tall stiff drink. Is it saturday yet?
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I am so sorry to about your loss! You are already going through so much and now this? I am thinking of you! Lots of hugs your way!
Ohhh nooo.....so sorry! You guys did a great thing donating money to your cousin. I\'ll be thinking about your guys and praying for you! xoxo
OMG!!!!! Hon, I am so sorry. What a week that was! I know this entry is from 10 days ago, but I really feel for you! I am sorry that it seemed like everything came crashing down at once and I pray that you\'re finding your feet. Hug your hubby and let him cry without words and don\'t ask too many questions about his feelings, just let him cry...sorry I just lost my dad suddenly and unexpectedly and my husband keeps bugging me with words when all I want to do is cry in his arms and all he wants to do is get me to talk about how I\'m \"feeling\"...
Hang in there. Hugs and prayers!
Thank you ladies. Its been a week since we layed her at her final resting spot and its been so hard. Hubs still has his times when it affects him.
I\'m way behind on news these days. So sorry to hear about Karen. She sounds like a great woman. His family was blessed by your donation.