This time last year.

This time last year i new we was loosing my dear Dad.He had had a panick attack about 6.30pm and they told us they did'nt think he would make it through.They managed to calm him down and he went back to sleep. At about 10pm he woke up in a panick and said he wanted to come home he was shakin.He was calling my Mum.My Brother and i went outside and i just caught my brother as he went to collaspe on the floor.I asked my Grandad to please come and take him home.The nurse said he was fighting it as he didn't want to leave us.They then gave him an injection to settle him down.He finally took his last breath about 1am Tuesday 11th March 2008.Today as i keep looking at the clock i keep going over what happened. All i can hope for know is that Dad is happy and free from pain.              Today i had to go to work and a customer that i have known for about 12 years asked how Aaron was doing at uni and how Liam was.Cutting a long story short he said i had done a good job with my boys.That i put down to my Dad to what he taught me and my boys.            So to you Dad i Thank You for being you,for showing me right from wrong,For loving me and showing me how to care and love for others,for making me who i am today.     I love you and miss you so much Sue xxxxx